debbie412 Posted November 3, 2003 Share Posted November 3, 2003 i am very scared and feel helpless. my mom has lost complete feeling in her right arm and hand. she was dx in july 2002. she had 8 cycles of cis platin cpt11, radiation, etoposide, adreamycin w/vincristine, and currently on topotocan. nothing has shrunk her tumor since the cisplatin. she is getting worse daily. she is coughing pretty bad, looking really pale, and crying all of the time. my dad is with her right now. i take her to all of her treatments and now she keeps saying she does not want me to see her like this. every time i want to go there she says she is tired and not to come. i have twin 3 yr olds and a 1 yr old so it is very busy. my dad said that she is saying things like "i am going to die tonight" she says she wants to go to the hospital, then changes her mind. i feel like somebody is ripping my heart out of my chest and stepping on it. i am so helpless and dont know what else to do for her. thank you for listening and i am praying for everybody. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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