stephnewyork34 Posted November 4, 2003 Share Posted November 4, 2003 Hello friends, Well Mom, Judy B, went in to get her less harsh chemo today and they cold only do one part because it burned so badly that they need to put in a port, to her chest? Something like that, but they didn't tell her when they would do it, they can't tell her exactly when she is starting the cyberknife thing. She is worried about getting the four screws put into her spine for the cyberknife, (that happens on wed) and I think this time she is more scared because of the pain. We know that it wasn't mets, but just the orignial cancer wasn't all out, it had been against her spine, so it definitely was just the original one. So that is good, and they think they have it all out, but I can hear it in her voice. Today was a bad day, and that is okay, but it is hard, ya know? Also anything I post here, she will read, and so I can't really admit it when I am scared either. I guess I could make another alias, *hahhaha* well you know what I mean. I just feel all alone even though I know I am not, and I also need to be strong for her, for the family and also my friends aren't there to listen, except my one friend in Italy. I do think she is going to be okay, but I also get scared. For the most part Mom is super strong and a fighter, but it is just hard to be that way all the time. I think I am just afraid because it can happen so qucikly and things change so fast and frequently. Well I just wanted to share it all with you. Mom won't be on the chat Wed because she is going to Phoenix to get the screws put in. I may be able to get on, we'll see, but I won't have had talked to her if I do get on. Thanks for listening and please send Mom your support, emails etc. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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