kamataca Posted March 23, 2008 Share Posted March 23, 2008 I have really struggled these past few weeks, grieving for Mom so deeply when I thought I was doing 'so well'. I've had a hard time with Lent, honestly. It seemed so steeped in death, and darkness. I knew I was missing the point and the bigger picture, but I couldn't shake it. I've always said that, as a testament to my mother, I feel closer to her when I am at church. I feel her presence there so strongly, and I know any faith I have came straight through her. I also miss her the most when I am at church, coming close to breaking down several times recently. Tonight as I sat at our Easter vigil mass, I felt true joy for the first time in a quite a while. I thought of Mom celebrating her first Easter in heaven with my dad---a front row seat to the main event. Here's hoping I can hold on to that joy. I pray for Easter joy for all of you, and the promises of Spring (especially for our northern buddies!). Kelly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shineladysue Posted March 23, 2008 Share Posted March 23, 2008 Kelly, Your thoughts are beautiful and inspirational. Thank you for sharing them. Hope you and yours have a beautiful Easter. Love, Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted March 23, 2008 Share Posted March 23, 2008 Wishing you a Happy Easter full of wonderful memories, those that will put a smile on your face and in your heart. Thank you for sharing with us. Jackie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MomsGirl Posted March 23, 2008 Share Posted March 23, 2008 Kelly, What an uplifting post, and a wonderful way to think of your mom. I am so glad you found a little peace today. I imagine my mom up there putting together baskets for all the little ones, complete with a Beanie Babies and lots of chocolate. Oh, yeah, and she would be organizing an easter egg hunt. I'm sorry you've been having a rough time of it lately, it's so unpredictable these days. And I agree with you about Lent...but then we hit Easter, which is a time of such great rejoicing. Many blessings to you and yours today... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tnmynatt Posted March 23, 2008 Share Posted March 23, 2008 Kelly, Thanks for posting your joyous moment. I'm trying to remind myself that God chose Charlie to be in his presence on this special day of remembrance. He and Jesus are Alive along with our other loved ones! Happy Easter! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fillise Posted March 23, 2008 Share Posted March 23, 2008 Kelly--Easter is the promise that you will see your mom and dad again. I'm glad the vigil mass brought you joy. Susan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
teriw Posted March 24, 2008 Share Posted March 24, 2008 Kelly, What a beautiful thought -- wishing you a blessed Easter too. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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