Carolsdaughter Posted November 19, 2003 Share Posted November 19, 2003 Hello My Friends, I haven't posted in a really long time but I have been here. Sunday was my birthday and I was so hard without my mom. Mom always made my birthday so special for me. We recently bought a second home and we moved in this last weekend. My Husband is trying so hard to get me out of the dumps and thought that being away might help. Sat. night mom came to me in a dream. She told me she was alive (I believe her spirit lives on) and doing okay and not to worry anymore. It gave me alot of comfort and she keeps giving me small gifts like these. My teenage boys said Happy Birthday and my daughter showered me with affection and kind words. My dad who is still dating the vulture gave me a gift before I left for the new house. When I called him to tell him I was home he forgot it was my birthday and didn't wish me a happy birthday. I called my best friend who lives out of state and she forgot it was my birthday. I feel so abandoned from so many important people in my life. My two aunts (my dads sisters) keep inviting the vulture to family things so then I stay away. I told my dad that I would really be unhappy if she came to our Christmas party and I had to stay away from that too. On Christmas Eve mom always made soup and breadsticks. This year I will do that at my house. I have invited my dad to stay with us that night. My brother and his family will come to my home where we have usually gone to moms on Christmas Day to open gifts. I am going to offer to help my dad with the Christmas Shopping and Decorating this year. The vulture has asked my dad to make a rocking horse for her grandchild. Dad has usually made me something for Christmas. We also have a new child in my brothers’ family who needs a rocking horse. We just discovered that the reason my daughter has been acting out so much these past months is that she is bi polar. We need to get her regulated on some medicine and get past the Holidays. I am praying for a much better 2004 and wish the same for all of you. Hugs, Shelly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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