michellep Posted November 6, 2009 Share Posted November 6, 2009 Keeping busy isn't working for me today. I know people tell me to keep myself going with different things, but today it didn't work too well. Perhaps I choose the wrong activities. I started by cleaning out the pantry at 4am this morning. During the last couple of months my husband only wanted to eat scrambled eggs, oatmeal, canned peaches and ensure. My pantry was full of those things and the tears started to flow and I stopped. Then I looked in the backyard and noticed my rose bushes need trimming. So, off I went to do that...again the memories came. My husband hated it when the rose petals would blow into the swimming pool. It's been windy here and they were all over the backyard and also in the pool....here come the tears again. Everywhere I go and everything I do is reminding me of him and I'm falling back into that dark place again. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lilyjohn Posted November 6, 2009 Share Posted November 6, 2009 I am with you Michelle. It is just one of those days when the memories don't stop. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kasey Posted November 6, 2009 Share Posted November 6, 2009 And I am right here, Michelle, lifting you right back up! I am so sorry. Maybe just let the tears flow today and then try again tomorrow. Kasey PS: Where the heck is La La Land ?????????? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
michellep Posted November 6, 2009 Author Share Posted November 6, 2009 "Kasey"]Kasey PS: Where the heck is La La Land ?????????? La La Land is my state of mind most of the time! Thanks for the advice, and yes the tears have been flowing all day. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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