bam451 Posted March 17, 2010 Share Posted March 17, 2010 Wow, it's been a long time since I've been here. I had to finally cut the strings because it was too emotional for me. Tomorrow it will be two years that my beautiful mother passed away. The wave of emotions have totally snuck up on me. I've been doing better. I've been doing real good remembering the good times and not letting cancer fog my memories. I talk about her all the time to her grandson Jacob. Whenever we look at the stars I tell him that it's his Grandma Bonny looking down on him. I tell him all the time how much she loves him and that they would have been so close. But here I sit tonight crying like a baby. Last year I took off work because I didn't think I could handle it. I'm starting to think I should have taken tomorrow off. I just miss her so much! I'm so angry that she's gone. That she was taken from me. That all my other friends have their moms and get to do mother daughter things. That she was taken from us before she could meet her grandson. We were so close, and I still feel that closeness to her. Somedays it's just not enough. I guess today is one of those days. Thanks for listening to me vent. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jaminkw Posted March 17, 2010 Share Posted March 17, 2010 Your posting must be before my joining but I am sorry for your pain in anticipating the anniversary of the loss of your mother. May work distract you and the day pass gently for you. Judy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ann Posted March 17, 2010 Share Posted March 17, 2010 Thinking of you today and knowing how much you are missing your mom. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KatieB Posted March 20, 2010 Share Posted March 20, 2010 boy I do know how this feels and my thoughts and prayers are with you. For me, the second year was my hardest after losing my parents so i am keeping you close at heart during this time. I hope the day passed gently for you and hope the days ahead will be filled with some comforting memories. (((hugs)) We are always here for you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nick C Posted March 22, 2010 Share Posted March 22, 2010 I hope the day passed as easily as possible...we understand. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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