michellep Posted April 13, 2010 Share Posted April 13, 2010 It's been 6 months today that Donald joined he Lord in Heaven. My grief is still as strong today as it was the moment he took his last breath. People keep telling me it gets easier. When? I went to one on one therapy for a few times and the therapist made me really angry on my last visit by saying "As far as your husband dying, you need to understand....It is what it is! " I was so angry over that statement. It might apply to a flat tire or a broken glass, but to apply that to a death really upset me. So.....I just went back into hibernation until I can start that job which should be very soon now. I just can't get past the tears and the grief. How am I supposed to keep myself together so I can work? Am I strong enough? I don't know the answer to that. I'm also feeling more loss because my son is moving across the country to marry a wonderful woman. I'm happy for them yes, but also feeling selfish because he has lived with me his entire 36 years of life and now what do I do. I afraid of being alone and afraid of all the things that are coming. I stopped taking most of those crazy pills the doctors gave me and am only on one antidepressant now, so that's a good thing isn't it? God....I wish someone had the magic words to comfort me and let me know everything is going to be okay and that my husband is with me in spirit.....isn't he? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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