Leslie Z Posted September 26, 2014 Share Posted September 26, 2014 I have stage 4 lung cancer. Last year I was hopeful after surgery, chemo, and radiation. I did not expect (I suppose unrealistically) a recurrence. I am now on oral chemo and doing....okay....but feeling very much in limbo. I had to leave my home (I have lived outside the US for 40 years) and am staying with one daughter (I have two). She and her husband have been an amazing support but I know the strain I put on them. I'm in a city where I know no one other than a few family members who are busy. I spend my time on the computer, reading, and going to treatments. I find myself wishing it would end and yet I'm not going to hurry the process. I just feel so in limbo and what's the point? I was very active before--yoga, hiking, and paddleboarding. Now a 5 minute workout with weights which I've started tires me. I hate to complain and I did speak to a therapist but, when I tried to make an appointment with him this week, he never answered. Just waiting...... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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