gail Posted April 11, 2004 Share Posted April 11, 2004 I see the oncologist on Wednesday at 3 PM and am already having a nervous breakdown. I woke up yesterday with a brand new pain on my left side. Pretty much there all day. Now understand, I've had lots of pains before, and nothing lasts long, but for some reason I have myself worked up on this one. I finally reached for my ativan today, since I had myself in such a high state of anxiety. Guess what???? I left them at school in another bag!!! (No, I am not popping pills at school---just changed bags and forgot to change them) Then I had another anxiety moment trying to decide what to do. Decided God did not want me to take the pills. I did find three old ones, but didn't take them--I'm saving them. Wnt to my best friends instead, and sat in her massage chair. That helped. And I decided to share my feelings and fears with the one group that will understand the best! Love you guys gail Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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