shelliemacs Posted June 28, 2004 Share Posted June 28, 2004 I want to offer apologies to all of you who I have been neglecting to respond to posts. I have not been mentally well and I offer only the excuse that I have fealt too hopeless to respond to people to offer them hope. My sister had her surgery on Friday to remove 2 lumps in her breast but they tell us that frozen immediate results on breast tissue are too unreliable to determine if it is cancer that day. They told us they removed both lumps plus biopsied some suspicious calcium deposits. We should know by wednesday if she has cancer now. I am now on 2 different medications for anxiety and depression. Lexapro for depression and Xanax for anxiety. They make me a zombie but thats better than my husband having to commit me i guess. I am so sorry for all of you who I have not responded too. I wish I had a better excuse but I don't. I will try to pull myself out of my own slump to be the friend you all need and deserve and start posting again. maybe if our news isn't horrible on wednesday I can start to recover from the pit I seem to be in. My moms death came back and hit me face first after dad died a few weeks ago. I didn't expect that. I sit with them at the cemetary and talk to them daily. Then I go see my aunt who was moms twin and my second mom and talk to her grave and then I go to my biological dad and talk to his grave as well. I knew I was wiggin when I was standing in the middle of a cemetary and talking out loud to any spirit who would listen and promising anything I have if my sister would just NOT have cancer. a squirrel looked at me as if to say "who the hell is she talking too" please bear with me until I can pull myself together. a friend to you all, always. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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