Thank you for input and prayers

[kimblanchard]

Since I last posted my husband has been in the hospital again with pneumonia but is home now.

Next Monday I have to decide chemo or not and right now I feel like I am such bad shape that the first dose of chemo would wipe me out. I still don't know what I will do but ask for your prayers for guidance.

Thank you to all who replied to my last post.

[Elaine]

Bonnie

Bonnie, I wish there was some way that you could get away from the stress for awhile to see how much of the reason you are feeling so poorly is stress related. I know just having that decision in front of you, alone, is probably causing you stress. I sure am keeping you in my thoughts.

I am glad your husband is home and hope he continues to heal.

love and fortitude

elaine

[JaneC]

Bonnie,

Praying for you for strength and guidance.

Jane

[sharyn]

Bonnie - Prayers being said for you to gain some strength to go on with your journey. Sharon

[Don Wood]

My prayers are with you. Don

[renee_ky]

Bonnie- I just prayed and asked God to guide you, and help you make this decision. Praying for the best for you!

Renee

[norme]

Bonnie, I will keep praying for you and yours. YOu are having such a rough go at it right now. I sure don't know the answer but am sure you will find it. Much love...

[gerbil runner]

Prayers going out for you.

Is there any way you could get a home health aid? Contact social services in your area. You shouldn't have to decide between chemo and caring for your husband. Call your onc's office and see if they know of any programs which could help you out.

Hope you can find a way to get care for the BOTH of you.