Hello i am Nathan, 56, life long smoker. I went to my Dr because I noticed a lymph node on my jaw at bottom of ear. Took round of antibiotics no change. Had neck and head CT scan, nurse called said I had abnormal amounts of swollen nodes in neck, collar bone and arm pits. Referred me to hematologist, ENT, and chest and abdomen with contrast. My first appointment is with the hematologist this Wednesday. I am scared! I have had NO symptoms besides a occasional cough. Any thoughts? Please just be honest, thank you in advance.