Yesterday my Dad finished his first round of chemo and went for his scan. ( its part of the study he is in).At this moment I am scared, we all are . We want to know the results and at the same time we don't. We pray for good results,but yet there is that little voice at the back of our head saying if there isn't or if there is more them they are stopping the chemo, and them were do we go from there?
The chemo has been my Dad's hope it has made him such a believe that he can beat this. Because of it and his attitude he has made all of us believers don't want him to lose that hope he has(that we all have)More then anything I don't want to lose my Dad.