I have observed the messages on this board several times, especially in times that i have been discouraged or down. I have read the messages and grieved for the writers, but have never chosen to post until today. My father, my hero, was diagnosed with advaced lung cancer in December of 2002. He began to receive chemotherapy and radiation in January of 2003. Over the next few months, i saw this strong man weakened by these treatments. I truly believe that he hated these treaments, but did what he could to survive this horrible disease for his wife, children and grandchildren. My father began to have difficulty breathing 2 weeks ago today. He was diagnosed with a respiratory infection and given various medications. Two days later we took him to the ER. At that time, he stopped breathing and was placed on a ventilator. Though this was not what he wanted, it all happened so fast. He was then diagnosed with pneumonia and was treated for this. We all hoped for the best. We had several good days, but many bad. During this time, we found out that the cancer had spread to both of his lungs and he was not responding to any of the treatments. We then made the decision as a family to begin witdrawing the supports, because we knew this is what he would have wanted. Much to the amazement of his doctor, his nurses and his family, my strong, stubborn amazing father, survived 2 and a half days, allowing time for all of us to come to terms with the fact that we were losing the most amazing man. This afternoon, surrounded by his wife, his six children, a daughter in law and 2 of his grandkids my father gave up his fight against his horrible disease. In the end, I was honored to be there for him, holding his hand as he left this life. I was honored to have this amazing man be part of my life for 31 years, and I was honored to have had this man as my father, my teacher, my hero and my friend