Well I like to say that I am very sorry for all the fellings I hurt on this board. This was not what I was trying to do. Rather find some answers and I don't know maybe vent some. I want all of you to know that I love my family member very much and will do everything I can to help him through this hard time. I was and still am worried about his smoking but I am going to work on just trying to make him happy and see that we as a family come together and help him in any way we can. I know that some of you felt that I hurt your feelings and that is not what I was trying to do and you think that I was just trying to start something on this board well you are wrong really I was just looking for some help but rather I got nasty replys so I guess its not ok to ask something or share my views on something. Maybe it was the way I asked and for that I am sorry but some of you should look back and read what you said to me. It was well lets say rude. You say that I think I am better and who am I to say anything well I am a family member that cares alot. So again I am sorry if I hurt your feelings that was not what I was trying to do. But you guys tried to hurt my feelings and you did. That is the differents between my post and your replys.
I would like to say that I am so sorry that yet another person has been hit by this cancer and I hope that your mother will be ok.
In closing I would like to say that I will try to do my posts when I am in a better mood and I do not up set this family that I hope I am welcome to join.
I am thinking of you all to day and hope that your day is going well