I don't know how to get to the site without using this email do they have a app. I read what you sent me. The problem is I have a genetic gene that causes all kinds of cancers and my 5 sisters died from either 2 or 3 cancers they got battling one. So I know my chances of remission are very low. But I do need to have people who are or have gone through cancer, to help me with the isolation. In my mind all I see is the ☠️ sentence I've been given and I can't seem to get passed that plus my anger is at a very high point of no control. I'm sorry for ranting no one wants to hear me ranting and raving. I'm very sorry