I've been clear now for about 2 years but am still in the limbo area, no signs at the moment but a ways to go before I'm home free.
Am I alone in feeling the possibility of a re-occurence sitting on my shoulder all the time? Everyone around me is positive that it's gone (it's never even discussed), I, however, get this nagging thought that it's hiding away in a corner of my brain waiting for me to get complacent.
I think this must be normal but don't know any sclc people around here to ask. I guess it's because I chose to forgo the full brain radiation - which was offered "in case"! - and now I wonder.
Does anyone else have these thoughts?
Geri
