Barb45

I lost my Mom when she was 92! So i feel your pain. Losing a Mother is So hard! Its been 6 yrs & I need her still. Now I am without my parents & husband of 46 yrs. Its as tho your heart is pulled out.In time your pain will lessen tho be with you forever.

I lost my husband to SCLC Jan 8, 09. I, like you got so angry & tried for 11 yrs to make him quit. He quit Feb 08 when he found out he had cancer. They will quit only if they want!!! I had our grandchildren watching also. They showed me his hiding spots. It only made him angry... After the funeral my grandson was cleaning his workshop & moved a canister where he found about 3 cartons of cigarette in butts. All we can do is pray & it does hurt still....Always will.Enjoy the time you do have! Wish I had more time...

So sorry for your loss, Jenn.I lost my husband to SCLC Jan 8, 09. You are in my prayers. They are no longer suffering, now its our turn in dealing with their loss... Barbara

Thank you all. Randy keep doing the great service that you do. Its a gret way to honor your wifes memory. Only wish I had a way to do the same. May God Bless all of you on here...

James had SCLC. He went thru all the chemos, radiation treatments. He was so optimistic & I was so afraid. The tretment tore him down yet he still said he was gonna beat it.He rang in 2009 in ICU & passed away Jan 8, 09..Just could not fight anylonger. Terrible disease!!!I am so alone...

Hello, I have not been on here for awhile now. I lost my husband Jan 8, 09 to SCLC. He rang in the new year in ICU. He went thru chemo & radiation, yet it still took him away from me. He was so optimistic!!! I wish you all good luck...

I have not been on here for awhile now. I lost my husband Jan 8, 09 to SCLC. He went thru chemo & radiation, yet it still tokk him away from me. He was so optimistic!!![/b]