Hi everyone,
I've had a rough week to say the least. Chemo is doing quite a number on my body. I had my 5th treatment on Feb. 11th and just like with my 4th treatment, I developed Neutropenic Fever. I went to the ER with a fever on Friday. My wbc were 0.07, I was dehydrated and had alot of congestion. They gave me fluids by IV and antibiotics, and let me go home. When my fever still wasn't gone by Sunday, they admitted me to the hospital. The gave me IV antibiotics and fluids. I also got Nupogen shots to "kick-start" my bone marrow to making more white blood cells.
I had some bad bone pain from those shots!!!
Anyway, I was finally released on Tuesday as my fever finally broke. That was my first hospitalization since being diagnosed. Let's just say I am glad to be home. My husband and my son are glad I'm home too. The guys running the house.....well need I say more!!
I am still weak, but feeling a little better. I am scheduled for my 6th treatment next week and I really do not want it!!! I know that is the wrong attitude, but I am tired of feeling sick. I have more bad days than good. I just want to have energy, and feel "normal" for a while
I pray every day that they can come up with a treatment that is not pure torture for the patient. You know, "here, take this it will make you feel BETTER!" Not in the world of cancer I guess.
Thanks for listening. It's hard to stay positive when you feel so bad......
TAnn