Kel M Posted September 27, 2004 Share Posted September 27, 2004 Hi folks, I arrived home to visit with Mom as planned on Friday. Within a half hour or so, Mom sat me down and told me she had some stuff to tell me. During her appointment with her oncologist earlier in the week, he had let her know that some symptoms she was having were strong indicators that her cancer was coming back (i.e. embolism; coumadin not working properly and causing internal bleeding; pneumonia; low blood pressure; blood test results). At the same time, he couldn't find a tumour on any x-rays, scans or MRIs. He was perplexed. He did leave a small window of hope open that her system could simply be out of whack after everything she's been through. Needless to say, I felt like someone had thrown an icy cold glass of water in my face. Mom was remarkable about it. She told me she was working to get stronger so she could face another battle if she had to. Just thinking about it makes me cry. She's incredibly powerful. I don't know how I'm feeling - at times distraught, at others accepting of what will be. We proceeded to have a good weekend, laughing like loons and working away at make work projects. When it came to bathing the most lovable family member - the dog - I couldn't keep but worrying/thinking that this might be the last time we would do it together. I'm sincerely trying to keep it together, but I'm so scared for my Mom and for my family. I know that in the end, we will be able to deal with whatever comes our way. I continue to pray for strength and good health for Mom and indeed, for everyone. In the meantime, my appreciation for the here and now has been cemented. We really do only have today to enjoy and make the most of. So, off I go to make a difference... at the office. Keeping each and everyone of you in my prayers, Kel Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Donna G Posted September 27, 2004 Share Posted September 27, 2004 Sorry to hear about your talk. Blood clots and lung cancer seem to go togeter a lot. I know with NSCLC low molecular weight Heparin works better that coumadin. I had found this before. I pray that she improves and feels better soon. http://www.thedoctorwillseeyounow.com/a ... cer/hep_4/ Donna G Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kim Posted September 27, 2004 Share Posted September 27, 2004 Kel, I too was hit kinda like that from my mom when we (her, me, and sisters) went on vacation in July. Mom told us then that she was getting more short of breath. We all went on with our vacation and had a great time. I hope and pray for you and your mom that it's not coming back. I'm glad though that she has seen her onocologist about her symptoms already; my mom did'nt and was having this for a month before she told anyone. I think she just didn't want to know. Mom's showed up on her lymph nodes in her chest, neck and shoulder. She had lots of shoulder pain. Remind her to get to the doctor for any little change as soon as possible. Praying for everyone. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
laberl Posted September 27, 2004 Share Posted September 27, 2004 Your mom sounds like an incredibly strong woman! The unknown is always so scary to think about-one of the hardest parts about this disease is the whole, "what will happen next?" I'm glad you were able to spend time with her and she felt so well for your visit. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kimblanchard Posted September 27, 2004 Share Posted September 27, 2004 Every time could be the last time, Kel. And not just because of the cancer. Snowflake's beer truck makes tragic appearances. So make everytime you wash the dog as special as this last one was, whether the cancer is back or not. This time is special, right now. Curtis Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karenl Posted September 29, 2004 Share Posted September 29, 2004 Kel Ditto what everyone else said about making the most of the times you have with your Mom. However, until you KNOW for sure, I would presume that it is NOT cancer, and just enjoy life!! Karen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Melinda Posted September 29, 2004 Share Posted September 29, 2004 (((KEL))) Melinda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don Wood Posted September 29, 2004 Share Posted September 29, 2004 Cherish the moments. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Laurie Posted September 30, 2004 Share Posted September 30, 2004 Kel, I'm sorry to hear that your Moms doctor gave you guys this news. I had several experiences like that with my Mom, we were told that her cancer was probably spreading by a Chief Oncologist and her cancer was actually gone. I thought what is this a guessing game???? It sure is frustrating.. the fact is like the others said no one really knows and only God can truley say how long someone has on this earth. We have to make the best of everyday. I am praying for the best for your Mom and you. Hang in there it sure is a rough rollercoaster ride. I am sending big hugs and prayers your Moms way. Laurie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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