Were there is a will......

[renee]

Howdy to you all.... this has nothing at all to do with Cancer.... (thank heavens!!!! ) It seems that's all my life is about anymore....

Anyway!!! I lost my computer and I haven't been on in such a long time that I had to find a way to see you all.... I missed you guys... I didn't realise how important you all were to me until I couldn't keep in touch with you.

I now live in my mom's house. I had to move from were I lived, and from were she passed, to her place. Talk about strange!!!!! I don't know if it will ever be my house. I have a hard time doing anything that she wouldn't approve of, I feel her watching me.

I find myself blaming her for things that happen in day to day life. When things move or disapear, I say it's mom. That mom didn't like it there, or mom threw it away. Silly huh?

I feel like I should be in a poltergiest chat room now....lol.... I know in my heart that I just want it to be her. I know that it's not, but it helps me to think that in a way she is still here with me.

Well.... that's about all I can think of to babble about. I will try to make it a routine to come to the library. I missed you guys.

Bye for now,

Renee

[Jenny G.]

Hi Renee,

Welcome back. Your mom will always be with you. I hope things continue to get easier for you.

Jenny

[Carolsdaughter]

Hello Renee,

Thanks for the update I think about you all the time!

I too believe that your mom IS with you.

Tell us what else you are up too now.

Hugs, Shelly

[Don Wood]

Hi, Renee! It's good to hear from you. Don't be a stranger. Don

[Karma1976]

Hello Renee

so Glad to see your back! I bet it is your mom!!!! trust me i have had weird stuff happen to and in my mind now doubt it is my dad!!

[norme]

Renee,

I know you won't see this till your next visit to the Library but am so glad to hear from you.

Hey, maybe you can get a part-time job there teaching people how to work the internet.....then you can get on more often...

Have a good life Renee, you deserve it......