Pam Posted October 28, 2005 Share Posted October 28, 2005 Two years ago today, I lost my dad. October 27, 2003...the worst day of my life. I have this perfect memory of my dad, back when I was about 6 or 7 years old. We were on a summer vacation, at a campground. This campground was pretty nice, as I recall, it had a swimming pool, gift shop, etc. I remember my dad carrying me into the pool, and I was so scared of the water, so I clung to his strong arms. He was so gentle, trying to coax me into relaxing a little, holding me carefully in the water and moving me around. After a while, he sat me on the edge of the pool, and I watched as he jumped back in and swam laps back and forth. I remember clearly, how I thought he was the strongest, most handsome, brave, wonderful, best Dad in the world!!! I was so proud, that he was my Dad!! Then my dad took me into the gift shop, and I remember his smiling face, those warm brown eyes I loved so much, as he smiled at me and said that I could pick out anything I wanted, anything at all, as a souvenir. He let me take my time, looking at everything, but what I really wanted was this tiny little bottle made out of clear glass that had a penny inside of it. Remember those? The penny can't get out, because of the bottle neck. He laughed and said "Whatever you want sunshine....." I was on top of the world - I was my Daddy's Princess!! Thank you Dad - for being my Hero, my Fearless Leader, for being the best Dad you could be, for making me feel so special and so protected....and so so loved. If you can hear me, please know how much I love you and miss you.....with every breath I take I still ache for you, and wish I could bring you back to us. I'm so so sorry this happened, how I wish I could change it. I love you so much Daddy...... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ann Posted October 28, 2005 Share Posted October 28, 2005 Pam...It doesn't seem possible that it has been two years sicne you lost your dad. I am so glad that you have such happy and loving memories of your dad. Don't you wish every child in the world could be as lucky as you were? It's those great memories and happy times that live on in our hearts and minds and get us through all the pain and sadness! Sending you hugs! ((((((((((((((((((Pam)))))))))))))))))))) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Treebywater Posted October 28, 2005 Share Posted October 28, 2005 (((((Pam))))) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ma's kid Posted October 28, 2005 Share Posted October 28, 2005 Pam, What beautiful, cherished memories and thank you for sharing them. Comforting hugs, Pam Libby Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karenl Posted October 28, 2005 Share Posted October 28, 2005 Dear Pam That was so lovely to read....thank you for sharing. I have always loved the picture of your Dad.... Love Karen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bunny Posted October 28, 2005 Share Posted October 28, 2005 Pam, we haven't crossed paths before. I just wanted to tell you that I believe he can hear you. what a handsome guy! I'm so sorry for all your sadness. xoxo amie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cathy Posted October 28, 2005 Share Posted October 28, 2005 Pam, Your post is so powerful, your pain reminds me of everything I want to tell my dad as well..I hope your day passed softly and today is better for you.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted October 28, 2005 Share Posted October 28, 2005 Pam, I'm sure he heard you, he must be near you loving you. Keep him alive by the memories you have of many events in you life with your father, tell those souvenirs to your children, so they know how sweet and good their granddad was. Love Jackie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jorja Posted October 28, 2005 Share Posted October 28, 2005 Pam, That was so nice. You can really "hear" the love you had for your father. I can't help but think of my dad while I was reading about yours. Just keep remembering all of those wonderful memories of your wonderful dad. It warms my heart to see the great picture of your dad. love, jorja Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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