Martha02 Posted January 20, 2007 Share Posted January 20, 2007 It was my mom's funeral. I am re-living that moment like it was yesterday. It was the last time I saw her. She didn't look like her at all. It's amazing how the soul gives you life it makes you beautiful from within out like my mom was. Tomorrow we will have a memory mass for her. My dad was so cute it put it in the paper with her picture. It so hard to see her just in black and white in a newspaper. Sorry I really hurt right now; this anniversary is a killer, the wound just start bleeding again. I just miss her so much. And on top of everything today I turned her room into a playroom for my kids. I took the bed everything out; my son said, "Were is my nonna going to sleep now". Everything is so final. I know she lives in my heart now. Thank you for listening. You are my rock of support. I only talk to you guys about this stuff. Martha Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Treebywater Posted January 20, 2007 Share Posted January 20, 2007 ((((Martha))))) That one year mark was a rough one for me too. Soon after it got a little easier... and then, the waves came back, but they are a little different each time. I ache for you at this anniversary and wish both of us had our Mama's to be with us. love, Val Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nick C Posted January 20, 2007 Share Posted January 20, 2007 Martha, We're here with you on this anniversary. I can imagine how it feels. So sorry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crystleshoe Posted January 22, 2007 Share Posted January 22, 2007 Martha Sat. was 1 week since my moms funeral and i feel like i cant even make it to 1 month so it is encouraging to me too see that you have made it 1 year. You are in my thoughts and prayers Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crystleshoe Posted January 22, 2007 Share Posted January 22, 2007 sorry not 1 week since the funeral its been 1 week since her death. Im having a hard time with the timeframe of everything cuz it all blends into 1 long nightmare Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mary colleen Posted January 22, 2007 Share Posted January 22, 2007 Crystal, It DOES all just blend together and get fuzzy during times like this. You may feel for a time as if you're in a weird fog, and you may be somewhat absent minded. (Word of experience: be careful driving.) It's all perfectly normal. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RandyW Posted January 22, 2007 Share Posted January 22, 2007 I got tears just being around right now, and reading all this. wish I could give ya a big warm blanket and a hug, Cause all mine are wet from crying. will send a prayer and a positive thoughts!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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