daddyslittlegirl Posted July 14, 2007 Share Posted July 14, 2007 I just wanted to take a moment to say thank you to Susan for keeping you all posted on my Daddy, and say a big thank you for all of your support and prayers over the short time I've been part of this group. I'm not really sure how to put things in words to describe how much pain I am. And there's nothing that can be done to fix it. It just gets worse because I miss him more and more each day. I've lost a HUGE part of my life and I don't know how to fill this empty hole in my heart. I just want to curl up in a ball and shut the whole world out, but I can't because my husband and children need me and I do love them so very much. However, I don't feel like I can bring them any happiness because (as much as I want to be for them), I'm not happy. Everything happened so fast that it doesn't make sense. Maybe someday I'll be able to talk about it more, but for now I try not to because I just break down. Now, on top of trying to get through each day, tomorrow I'm going to a memorial service for my cousin who was killed on his motorcycle on Sunday. My poor Aunt. First her brother, than less than 3 weeks later, her son. I don't know how much more my family can handle. Please say a prayer for us. I hope this is making sense. One day I hope to have the strength to actively join back in to the group, until then please know that you all continue to be in my prayers. Thank you and God Bless. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RandyW Posted July 14, 2007 Share Posted July 14, 2007 PRayers and strength right now for everyone in the Family. I know how devastating one loss and two is much harder. When I have hard times and get mad or upset, I throw eggs outside. Cheap easy therapy and helps for a little while. They arre always with you and watching over you. Somew day we shall have a wonderful reunion but for now we remain here, soldiering on. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fillise Posted July 14, 2007 Share Posted July 14, 2007 Mindy, I'm so sorry to hear about your cousin--especially so soon after your father. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. It's not wrong for you to be sad and hurting now, you wouldn't be human if you weren't. Susan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mskim Posted July 14, 2007 Share Posted July 14, 2007 I am so sorry.. about everything. I pray for you and your family. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Welthy Posted July 14, 2007 Share Posted July 14, 2007 (((Mindy))), Hang in there sweetie -- I know how much you are hurting. I'm stunned and saddened to hear about your cousin. God must think we have awfully big shoulders to bear these burdens. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Feel free to write. Hugs and love, Debi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kamataca Posted July 14, 2007 Share Posted July 14, 2007 I just can't believe all you are going through. We're here whenever you need us. I'll be praying for you this week. Kelly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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