((((((((Carleen)))))))))
Reading your words brought so many feelings that I had when Dennis was ill right back to life. I know how it feels to be robbed of all hope and feel so lost and alone. Helpless....what a strong word. That one word cannot be understood unless you have been where you are now. Unfortunately, too many of us on this board have become very familar with that word.
Carleen, it's so alright to be angry!!! You have so very much to be angry about right now. I always seemed to feel better after I would release my anger. Maybe you remember my posts about getting in the car, cranking up the music and then screaming to the top of my lungs. Know what??? As silly as it sounds, it always seemed to help. I would emerge from that car with enough strength to get me through another day. Carleen...you are strong! You and Keith are fighters! Don't let this punch be the one that scores a knock out. Pick yourself up, brush the dust off your butt and get ready for the next round! You have so many people here that are in your corner. Honey, many of us have survived this journey and you will too! Just be strong and remember we are holding you and Keith tightly in our arms, our thoughts and our prayers!