I'm so sorry Nick. My dad has been gone 2 months now, and I hate that my two little kids won't remember the wonderful grandpa they had for such a short time. I talk about him all the time and what he would have said, felt, etc. If I continue to do this at least they will know some of who he was. I'm sure when kids come along for you (I'm sure they will- a man like you is meant to be a dad) you will talk all about their grandma that is in heaven and who she was. Michele