mrmust Posted December 5, 2006 Share Posted December 5, 2006 Hi all! I just had to share with you all that it was a year ago today that Joe had his right lung removed. The surgery was initially to remove the mass but when they got in there, discovered that the whole thing had to go. I remember being scared out of my mind but then strangely relieved that "they got it all". I remember thinking that he had such a better chance to make it. Denial? No......hope! Such a thin line between the two. Today I feel very sad and very angry. I constantly feel like I want to cry but nothing comes. I'm choking on it. Tonight I have to go to work, in the hospital where he died. Twelve hours. I hope it is busy so I don't sit and dwell on this day. Thanks for letting me vent! I will definitely be back online later tonite to check this web site. It is incredibly comforting. Much love, Jill Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kasey Posted December 5, 2006 Share Posted December 5, 2006 Thinking of you tonight, Jill. Wishing you strength to get through. I am so sorry. I just HATE this da$% disease so much that some days/nights I am almost outta my own skin . (((Jill))), Kasey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
terriep Posted December 6, 2006 Share Posted December 6, 2006 Praying for you tonight........... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nick C Posted December 6, 2006 Share Posted December 6, 2006 Jill, these milestone reminders are so tough. Sad and angry and wanting to cry is completely understandable. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cindi o'h Posted December 6, 2006 Share Posted December 6, 2006 Jill, I am so sorry for your loss of Joe. I hate lc too. Cindi o'h Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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