kim Posted October 17, 2004 Share Posted October 17, 2004 I am so happy to see all the wonderful outcomes for so many people, but in my sorrow, I keep asking myself,"Why not my mom? Why couldn't she have been free of her small cell CA?!" I know asking why will never give me the answer, but it just hurts to see all the good news for other people and my mom didn't get that far. I know now that she truely is cancer free for for she is perfect now, in the arms of the Lord, but it's such a fresh wound and it hurts so much! God forgive me for being so selfish!! I wish everyone here only the best, and pray for healing for all! I'm just having a hard day I guess. Thanks for letting me ramble, it helps to get it out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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