Cindy RN Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 I just stand amazed at how great God is. He does everything in His own time, I wish I knew why. I sat there at the Dr waiting for the results and really had a very calm feeling-either I was going back into treatment or I was not. It really was going to be OK either way. I look back 30 yrs ago and I did not have that peace. I give Him the praise for everything. The scans show NED! I am now 2 yrs in remission this time. The Dr did want an MRI tomorrow tho. My vision is messing up some. I get double vision 2-3 times a week and only with both eyes open. When it happens I can cover one eye and the vision is fine, I can cover the other and the same. If both are open I see double. Weird huh? Oh well I guess I get to see if there is more up there than just cobwebs. Thanks so much for all the messages, I love this site. Cindy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don Wood Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 Great news, Cindy. So happy for you. Don Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maryanne Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 Cindy, Thinking of you and wishing you luck with your MRI. I love your attitude about however the outcome you feel good about accepting whatver is given to you. Prayers to you for good results, Maryanne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ann Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 Cindy...Way to go on the scans!!! I'm praying the MRI results are just as good!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Addie Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 NED must like you, Cindy~!! Can't say I blame the guy! I'm so glad the news was happy news...but more important than that...I think...is the fact that you were mentally prepared to take whatever came your way. You know....what other options do we really have? To be miserable? Fearful? Tied in emotional knots? I'm spiritual...but not religious in any formal sense. Haven't attended church since I was a child. But I too try to remain calm when awaiting test results, figuring....I'll worry when and IF I have to. There is a certain peace in accepting that however things transpire....we will find the inner strength to deal with it. Whatever we attribute that to...doesn't matter so much as having that sense of calm or peace, right? Now having said all that....sometimes I still get a bit of a case of the nerves when tests and/or results are coming up. Hey...I'm only human! But I try to put off the worry to some future point, before which I generally know I'll have my results. Works for me, to do that. I'm hoping your fuzzy vision just means you need a new prescription for eyeglasses! I tend to have some fuzziness too...but not double vision. I think mine is related to the chemo I still take. Do let us know your MRI results as soon as you have them. Thinking of you...and so happy you and NED are still hanging out together. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cathy Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 Great news Cindy, keeping you in my prayers that the mri brings the same results.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bbays Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 I am soooooooo happy for you. Praise The Lord!!! Barb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patkid Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 Wonderful. We are grateful for the good news. Prayers that it will continue w/ the MRI> Pat and Bri Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jcawork Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 So so so so so Happy for you and for us. Head will be good too. Love, Jen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daggiesmom Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 Glad to see you hanging out with NED! Wonderful! Joanie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mama4zach Posted July 29, 2005 Share Posted July 29, 2005 Cindy, So happy for you. I praise God for the good report too. I am scheduled for my 3 month checkup August 15th and I am really scared. I hope your mri goes well also. Prayers Coming Your Way. Nancy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bunny Posted July 30, 2005 Share Posted July 30, 2005 great news, cindy. I am so happy for you. prayers for the MRI. xoxo amie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
UncleDoug Posted August 1, 2005 Share Posted August 1, 2005 Wonderful news on your scan! NED rules! I'm sure your MRI will go as well. Doug Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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