berisa Posted April 1, 2006 Share Posted April 1, 2006 I just browsed the webshots album, I just feel dad's death was so unreal as if it never happened, like he is still living, how come a healthy, strong man like my dad at his 58, can leave us so suddenly, 6 months after his diagnosis, he still looked so healthy, but in just 6 months after, he was dead...he looked so healthy, how come cancer can kill a person in just few months. I cried...as I miss him so much, he is so gorgeous, he smiled, he laughed just as if he is still alive. How can it be It's almost 2 year you had been gone. Dad, I truly miss you, when I am typing now, I just tear, I usually don't cry day by day, but when I sometimes am alone, I just miss you, when I look at your picture, I just tear....my heart still hurts, when i saw the picture you took durig 2003 x'mas eve, you didn't smile at all, i can imagine that how uncomfortable, how sick you felt at that moment because there was a brain tumor making you suffered. When I look back, I understand why you had such reaction. How lucky we were when we had you around, being our dad. Dad, are you now in somewhere, like in a planet in this galaxy? Can you feel my love, my thankfulness, feel my sorrow now? I will do everything to get you back if I could have a chance again and if i could do anything to save you. Reality is so cruel. You were too young to die. Dad, just wanna to let you know how much I miss you, how much I love you. Your Sin Yiu, big baby, your pearl and long-aired bag Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kasey Posted April 1, 2006 Share Posted April 1, 2006 (((Berisa))), Cancer of any kind is a terrible disease with which to cope. LC, in particular is just pure 'evil'. I am sorry. Kasey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted April 1, 2006 Share Posted April 1, 2006 Berisa, I remember your posts about your father and all the love that shined through them. Time goes fast but the pain linger around for all time. Hugs Jackie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eppie Posted April 1, 2006 Share Posted April 1, 2006 ((((((((((((((berisa)))))))))))) I know how you feel. Much love pours through your post. I think he is out there in the universe. i know he shines through that new baby on the way to your family. I think he is. Big hugs to you little sister. Love, Eppie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
michelepal Posted April 1, 2006 Share Posted April 1, 2006 (((Berisa))) I feel your pain! Cancer is a very cruel disease I hate it, I hate the word, I hate that it has taken away so many people that we love. I will keep you in my prayers Love, Michele Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don M Posted April 1, 2006 Share Posted April 1, 2006 Berisa: time may soften the pain, but never the love. I believe that our love for our loved ones counts even after death. A few weeks before my dad died, I told him that he could take my love with him. Then he reached out and hugged me. Don M Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shineladysue Posted April 2, 2006 Share Posted April 2, 2006 (((Berisa))) Love, Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RandyW Posted April 2, 2006 Share Posted April 2, 2006 Lance Armstrong once said " People Die, Love does not" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Andrea B. Posted April 2, 2006 Share Posted April 2, 2006 Hugs to you Berisa. It is coming up on the two year mark of my beloved mom's passing and I can't believe it. Your dad feels your love and sorrow. He continues to watch over you so that you are never ever alone. Peace and comfort to you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
patut Posted April 4, 2006 Share Posted April 4, 2006 Berisa…thanks for posting and sharing. I know too. I often ask my Tim questions like you ask your Dad. I get answers too. Love, Cyndy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patty Posted April 4, 2006 Share Posted April 4, 2006 I lost my Daddy in 1995 and I am crying right along with you, Patty Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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