Aliboo Posted December 6, 2006 Share Posted December 6, 2006 To All, I haven't been here in a while. We have been extremely busy and had so much #*%! going on. My boyfriend and I, some that will not co-operate. He was just diagnosed with NSCLC this past summer. I just lost my hearing and have mild to severe vertigo with it. His son will not do what he needs to take care of himself and his FIVE children. My family on the other hand, thinks I can just get up and do all the running around they want me to. My boyfriend is in so much pain still. It was a little better for a while. They found another little spot on his liver. But it hurts mostly in his bones. I am tring to cook meals to help him gain weight. He was thin before, but he has lost way too much. Communication is difficult because I cannot hear. I'm frusrtated. I'm trying to do it all and I don't think I can like I used to. His parent live far away.I just don't know what I'm doing right or wrong. My family tells me I live too far away to come and see us. I only live on the other side of the city, not another country. It takes just as long for me to go see them. For the Holidays he wants to be at home. His family is coming over Christmas Day. My Mother is mad that we aren't going out that day. I can't even drive halve the time because of this vertigo. Why do the have to give me so much grief if I don't do it their way for one Christmas. They don't even talk to me there. My kids are healthy and so are most of my brothers and my sister. We are the ones who are sick. But they expect Us to get up of our lazy butts and go see them. Non of them have been here but mabey one time in the last tree years. Sorry but I neede to vent here. I don't understand any of this to begin with. I feel like I'm the only one who feels like this. Aliboo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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