The painand emptiness is so hard to deal with. I have a bowl of change that Mark kept for his salon, the other night I was taking a quarter and I broke down in tears..I could not take it because I knew he saved it and it would never be replaced by him again..Needless to say, the bowl of change was added to the shrine..My heart goes out to you and i know the pain you are in, Lillian is right and one day we will take out those Christmas balls, Angels, ornaments, change bowl and be able to smile when we see them..
Asking God for strength for all of us!!
Donna K