One day I am ok, thinking about all the good times, then I find an old picture of Mark and I loose control..It is so hard to believe Mark is not here any more..We were always together and my life is just so empty with out my brother..I found an eamil where he was thanking me for helping him with something, he was telling me how much he appreciated me and could not live his life with out me in it..Now I am left here to live mine with out him..How do we go on from one day to the next? I thought I was doing pretty good, obviously I am not.
I keep asking Mark to help me get through this terrible pain..Today I hurt so much, I feel like his death was yesterday..
Please keep me in your prayers, my heart is in pieces..
Love,
Donna