As time goes on, the pain in my heart gets so much worse. This weekend I had to finish cleaning Mark's house..How I miss my dear brother, only God knows!!I saved every thing that he had just to cheerish and keep..I have the pillow he slept on and will never wash it..This month will be the most difficult yet, the 9th will be 4 months ago Mark died,on the 18th my mom's anniversary of her death 4 years, on the 20th is my birthday and Mark used to be the very first call in the morning He would always say "I love you kid"
The 31st would have been Mark's 51st birthday..I don't think I have felt this heartbroken since Mark passed away..Why does this have to happen this way? Why couldn't God take me? I still cannot imagine the rest of my life with out my brother..I feel so bad saying this to all of you, I know all the problems and heart aches every one has, but I know you understand and will pray for me..
I love you all and I am sorry...
Donna