Lonnie
I was diagnosed stage 4 about 20 months ago, was devastated. First thing on my mind when I wake up every morning was I have cancer. I needed support so I joined this group it really helped me.
Lonnie when you get a treatment plan you will feel better. My treatment is targeted therapy I take 8 pills per day .After 5 1/2 months taking this drug I'm NED (no evidence of disease) .Cancer treatment these days are much better. Try posting on introduce yourself forum you'll get more responces from other people.
Hang in there and keep us posted
Chuck