Well my dad only got his diagnosis a few weeks ago and as a caregiver I think about it all the time!!! I think it's unhealthy for me to be thinking about it as much as I do, but I just can't help it. Even when I'm really busy it's still there, nagging away in the back of my mind.
For the first week of knowing I would literally wake up in the morning with Cancer on my mind. But now, I manage to actually get myself out of the bed before any thoughts come to mind.
I think the thing with me is that I'm thinking '1 step ahead'. So, this time last week I was thinking how my dad is almost through his first Cycle and today I am thinking ahead to next week when he will start his 2nd cycle.
Then I think of the bad of all of this and remind myself to be positive and think about the good, although as you all know, sometimes that's easier said than done.
I don't know how much my dad actively thinks about the Cancer, although it will be mentioned by him at least once or twice a day and quite often I catch him drifting off into his thoughts.
This is such an awful thing for anything to go through or be witness to but we have to keep on fighting and take each day as it comes!!