I too tried to make the best of it, but I just couldn't this year. I never decorated, did very little of anything, just wanted to get through it. Christmas morning found me sobbing my eyes out , all alone before the day got going. It became a bit better, but it was so so hard. As I wrote earlier, I "wasn't prepared" for such pain. I think we just have to go through it.. it is the only way out. ((((Kim)))).
Love,
Sue