Amie,
I hope you find the world's most beautiful wedding dress and your day will be so so perfect. It's so good to hear from you and hearing good news is better yet.
As for being selfish, I don't think that is possible for you. Amie,I think most of us go through phases of just wanting to put lung cancer out of our lives. I have put in for a hall pass once or twice to ask for time away, but I haven't been able to stay away for very long. I just feel so much a part of all of you. There is a special bond here among all of us that noone else can understand. It's the kind of bond that even when you take the time away, you know you can always come back to arms open wide and full of love and understanding. God be with you Aime and keep us informed of all the good things in your life.
Love,
Sue