Sucks.....just sucks.

[DebsSky]

Hey Everyone,

I have been lurking and not posting as I find I have not much advice to give or things to say to people to qwell thier pain.

Everything just sucks, watching so many people hurt and lose the people that are irreplaceable in thier lives and I find myself speechless. Void of any profound words that may help any one of you at this time. I feel the loss of my mother so deeply and I feel so desprate to help, but at the same time I just want to go sit in my closet and sob forever for my Mom.

I feel some days like a zombie and other days like a raving lunatic ready to go smash out the windshield of my SUV.

I know my ramblings seem crazy, but please know that I am thinking of all of you and my heart aches for all the pain and loss you all are feeling.

As I said, it sucks, just sucks and there is no other way to put it.

Love,

Deb

[daggiesmom]

There is nothing I can say that will make you feel better, but please know you're in my prayers that you will find some comfort((()))

Joanie

[cathy]

I'm so sorry for your pain Deb, I know how hard it is..Holiday time is just not easy..

[Kel M]

Deb,

My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. I understand that sentiment you've expressed only too well. Keep putting one foot in front of the other and breathe deeply. I wish you peace.

Kel

[Calintay]

((((DEB)))) I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying for you and if you need to go in the closet do it, scream, cry, hit and kick (just put the punching gloves on first).

[Nick C]

Deb,

I am so sorry. Your first holiday without Mom. I know. Me too.

It will be tough. Everyday is tougher without our mom's.

I know.

[Linda661]

Deb:

I am mute to say much of anything that will make a difference. I've had privates with a few about how I go in and out of here in my participation since mom's loss, not sure what to do... I want to help, but can I, really?...the losses here of folks I've grown fond of personally since I joined HURT SO MUCH, let alone each, our own losses...all I can say is I hear you and understand in my own way. I wish it could be different and, yes, it sucks.....it really sucks.

My prayers are with you and just know you are not crazy for what you are feeling......never doubt that.

Many hugs and much love to you,

Linda

[nikkala]

I understand Deb and I am so sorry.

[Tracey Huguley]

My prayers are with you and your family....

with lots of love,

Tracey Huguley