rmm17 Posted January 4, 2007 Share Posted January 4, 2007 Tomorrow would have been my Mom's 42nd birthday. Today was really hard for me. I found myself crying periodically throughout the day for no particular reason. I keep having feelings of guilt and regret. I rarely saw my Mom between the ages of 16 and 20 because i moved in with my dad and thought i hated her. I feel terrible for putting her through that i regret all that time i lost. I feel guilty for moving 600 miles away to go to school. I regret telling her a few weeks ago that i was too busy with school to talk her right then. She went into the hospital that night. After that her memory wasnt the same and she just wasnt the same "Mom" as before. I should have come home from school earlier but she didnt tell me she was so sick. All these things keep running through my head and i dont know how to not feel guilt and regret. I just miss her so much . Thanks so much for listening to me. Rochelle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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