I am so sorry :(

[ztweb]

Hey all. I am feeling bad about not being more "on" on the boards these days. For so long I "lived" cancer with my dad. It consumed everything we did. From morning till night, it was cancer that lined every breath we took, every sentence we spoke.

Now, while cancer is starting to take a back seat, (though I still have the slight tapping in my brain that tells me..."No, Jen, don't forget what could be lurking around the corner,") I find myself not being a constant stable force of support for those of you here at LCSC.

I am still here everyday, I just don't post as often. May you be blessed, as we have been, with healing. I think and pray for us all here, everyday. May God give us the patience, strength, and guidance to make it through each day.

Blessings,

Jen

[laban]

Jen, don't apologize.......just enjoy life.

[RandyW]

No need to apologize. We understand and do appreciate all the Love and support and knowledge you ahve to share with us!!!

[fillise]

Jen--Don't apologize! I've felt the same way and find myself taking a few days away from the board now that mom is stable. And I TOTALLY understand that little voice in the back of your head--it's in mine too. It's time to live--that's what we've worked so hard for!

Susan

[Nick C]

It's all good here.

Kick back. I know I wish no person on the planet ever had to be preoccupied with this disease ever again.

So tke some time thinking of the other stuff in life we are meant to think about...you deserve it!

[sharyn]

ahhh Jen...

it is so good to know you are concentrating on other things in your life.... Keep enjoying the good times my friend and never apologize for that!!! Love, Sharon

[Don M]

Hiya Jen, be happy!

Don M

[carolhg]

No need to apologize! It is a Blessing to not have constant thoughts of cancer on your mind. Live, laugh, love and enjoy!

Carol