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Cogratulations !!!!!!!!!! Best wishes bucky

3rd time that I am trying to write & boom disapeear.I had a really bad week, one day I couden't get out of bed,and not for the monster but for terrible panic attacks & depression. So.....I figured out that if I want to live, this thing has to get out of my head & ysterday I start with a shrink in the cancr center, she is nice & knows what she is talking about. Maby I will be a really happy, happy bucky Have a good weekend. On my way to a Lacrosse game hugs bucky

Yes Patti, just do what Connie said. And exagerate a little so they see you sooner. This is crazy. Hope you can start with something soon. best of luck bucky

thanks!!!! all of you make me feel s good, betwen your knolege, your humor & hope is the best cocktail ever hugs bucky

Hey barbara Ellen, welcome bCK. i USED TO REAd your Blogs & answers in the othe one. You are a such a wonderfull & helpfull person tha eerybody will love both of you here hugs bucky

you see I am the crazy one, and always ask....what do you thin?????, is ther are some Years. Fortunally they all knowme so they ignore me.We will be here until is our time. But don't ask. Don't make any sence plus they are not God. best of lucky & be positive hugs bucky

I don't want to talk either. When I did it I heart them. They know what I want. I just went toArgentina to by a flat so they will have something else if something happened. But I want to live to see my grandchildren grow. So even if we all know that my life is in parole they want to live the ost normal life. I don't have a will or anything & hthey don't want for me to do it. So I told them, please cremate me do a party & throw me with my dad in the water. Then if you are good sisters & brother will not fight for what is left. But please....lets think positive. bestwishes & we have a long way to go I hope bucky

Is Lung C allready consider and treated like a chronic desease??? thanks & hugs bucky

Randy, thinking about you....tomorrow will be a sunny day. We all love you. You are such a nice person. Deb is looking after you and smiling knowing that she had a wonderfull person next to her. Hugs & love bucky

Linda I know how you feel, I have this monster in my neck like a big neckles that I can not take it of. I am scarred to die. When someting nice happend to me I think is because I will die, There are days that I forget that I hav cancer & then I feel guilty for feeling great. I don't know.... I think the better thing to do is like Connie said, live the day, stay with positive people & relize that this is not the life sentence. here are many new things that in a short period of time this thing it will be treated like a chronic desease. All the best & have faith bucky

Dear Lilly, my hair came back curly too, was straight before...but think is only hair....the importan thing is that we are alive. I look myself at the mirrow & I see another person, but I am here. Take care of yourself. Yu are pretty anyways hugs bucky

Happy, happy birthday & many,many more!!!!! hugs bucky

rich, you are lke an angel to me!!! Always the right words. A is true what you said. I had an terrible time in baires( not always) but when people was looking at me and they could not even said the word cancer I wanted to tell them idiot, if I look so good is because is not in my plans to die now. Thanks a big hug & a kiss bucky

this is great!!!!!!!Celebrate with your beautifull family hugs bucky

Hi Janet, I always read you on the other site. One of my doughters like it. BUT WELCOME TO THIS ONE!!!!!You will find friendship, knolege and everything that you need. WELCOME and we are here for bouth of you. a big hug & welcomebucky

I just came back home from Argentina, 8 long days but we acomplish a lot. I miss you guys. What really impress me there that nobody wants to say the word cancer, is like a sacrilege, they look at you like OH YOU HAVE THAT ILLNESS. They need a ot to lern. Happy to behome. It will take me a while to organize myself, but I am back & happy. A little tired today since w had a almost 20 hours trip. but I still alive love & happy Easter bucky

Stay positive.... pain will go away. my best wishes & prayers on your way bucky

Nice thing to do, best of luck bucky

She is beautifull!!!!!!!!!!!!! Welcome to this world pretty baby. Congratulations!!!!!!! Hugs bucky

Julia i am so sorry to hear this news, he still with all of us. Hugs, prayers love & strenght bucky

Is great!!!!!!!!!for 50 years more!!!!!!!! hugs bucky

Connie, the only side effect that I had was gain a lot of weight. I start with 5 then4,3,2,1 did that twice for radiation neumonitis, but when it was over I felt much better. Best of luck bucky

Hi Pup you will be OK, you are worse than me and that is a long way to go... You have hedaches, but can be something else. Like Ernie said be positive!!!!!& don't woried that much. That will kill you and not the cancer. big, big puppies hugs & lot of prayers on your way bucky

There are days, not many but they are there that I even forget that I have cancer, and I don't know why I feel so guilty that I think that is going to came back, that the clinical trial wont work, is like dont allow myself to feel good & is depressing. Have a good day, thanks to listen hugs bucky

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