rmm17 Posted January 2, 2007 Share Posted January 2, 2007 Hi everyone. For those of you that don't know, i lost my 41 year old mom to sclc a few days before Christmas. Since then, i have short periods of time (15 min or so) that i am quite upset and crying. Besides that, i really haven't been showing the typical signs of "grief". I guess it could be due to the fact that i have been so busy the past two weeks cleaning out my mom's personal belongings, dealing with her bills, and making arrangements for my younger brothers. I have just returned back to my apartment at school and i am concerned about how my feelings may change. Still, i have not really been particularly upset. It is possible that I started the grieving process 16 months ago when she was diagnosed and her death actually allowed to to stop the mourning process. I am just worried that I am holding back my feelings and in 6 months it is going to hit me and i will breakdown. I dont know. I am just so confused and stressed about everything. I dont know how to deal with all this. Sorry for rambling. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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