Andrea,
I have been waiting for that shoe too and it dropped yesterday. I wonder if that is why I feel like I haven't reacted to the news because I cried some, but not like the first time. I guess I have been living the last year just waiting for it to come back.
I have to say live. Now that it has returned, I wish that we had done things that we did not do. Who knows what next summer will be like for us, so I am sorry that we did not do more. So plan whatever you want, but make sure you can reschedule or cancel if you have to!