Thank you for thinking of me. Today is a hard day for me...starting a new year without two people I love so much. I, like you, am very disgusted, and feel numb to the pain this disease continues to do to us. I am praying for everyone. I am trying to find some hope in the future. Right now, I am hearing one of my brothers is still in a state of despair over Ron's death, and my dad's health is not good at this point. All I can do is pray. God bless, Nancy C