My first loss was my mother n law in 2001. lorraine died of lung cancer only 4 weeks after being diagnosed.She was a wonderful giving woman. I loved her dearly...especially because I married her wonderful loving son. He was so kind hearted, he had ocean blue eyes, and a great sense of humor. Over 19 years with him...he made me laugh, over and over again. He was an excellent stepfather to my children...actually a father. He was a wonderful husband..and I will never find anyone else to match up to him. HE WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I lost him June 21,2005 to lung cancer.....then Oct 21st, 2005 I lost my other best friend....my baby brother who was 41 years old. He died in his sleep. We are awaiting autopsy reports. He was an angel send to this earth..suffering from epilepsy..but living a productive normal life. He was so giving. Never, ever, not being there for you if you needed him. His death has broken my heart into pieces. Those are my losses...and those are my memories. They are all special people...now angels in heaven.