((((Mendy))))
I am not in your shoes..but wanted you to know that it's absolutely fine that you post your frustrations. I think every single one of us have felt the same sort of feelings, whether we voice them or not.
You are doing so, so much and it's important for your well being to try and arrange some *alone* time for yourself. It really will help.
Just know we are here, ok!
Sending love and prayers
Libby