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Robin, call the Dr. they told me that could be an infecction. bucky

Raney great news!!! a lot of prayers on your way for more good results. hugs bucky

Grace, so happy to see that was nothing!!!!!! bucky

Dear don, I remember Lucile & you for a long time. It is always so nice to read what you write. I will miss you, but I know you are happy helping. Best of luck hugs & prayers bucky

Have a Happy happy birhday !!!! hugs bucky

Karen congratulations, am so happy that the tumor is dead Hugs & prayers bucky

I am sorry Rochelle, I can not help you, but I can pray. bucky

Thank you guys!!!! Xanax has being my best friend for a long time. I just came back from radiation. I did something for myself before, went to eat sushi with Carolina (my #3 doughter) & 2 friends. Feel much much better. Thanks a million guys !!! hugs & prayers on your way bucky

Heidi, Great news!!!! bucky

Connie, here in Greensboro. 4& 4 month. Starting radiatin today. Hugs & prayers bucky

After being positive for a week or so, when my dougher Paz went back yesterday to Dallas I lost it completly. Why I am so scarred? I really want to live & not die. The Docs are really positive, but not me & I know I have to change. I will start my radiation tomorrow & it will be for 18 days, then I hope they are gone. But I am so depress that i don't even want to go anymore to Spain. Please help me to get out of this hole. Thanks for listen bucky

We went to Duke yesterday & they confirm my 4 mets in the brain, the bigest one is 6mm, so we decide to go with the WBR since they are more than 3. I will have 14 days. is that normal??? The were really positive so I have to be to. The great news is tha my lungs are on remission, no cancer there . My oldest daughter & Isabella are here fron dallas so I am really happy having all my chicks together. We will need to posponed our family trip to Mallorca, but at this point that the list important thing. I trying really hard to be positive like Ernie said but is hard. Thanks to all of you. love bucky PD HOW BAD ARE THE SIDE EFECT O WBR????? THANKS

Dear Heather, I think Baylor is really good.I will get a 2nd opinion for your tranquility. At this moment us you know I am in the same boat. I am taking xanax "the happy pill" and help me a lot. i know is rally hard but you need to be positive and strong. You have two beautifull kids that their mother more than anything in the world. love & prayers for you get out of the hole bucky

Dear Mary Collen, They gave you a good advice. I don't know anytging, but you & your dad are on my mind. hugs & prayers bucky

Guys thank you thank you very much for all your words. They really help me a lot. I would like to express myself better but my english is not so good. Big prayers for all of us, love bucky

I couden't sleep last night, cry cry & cry. Thinking that insted of getting beter I am getting worse. Look at my kids and think that I would like to be here when they get married or finish college. This morning my grand son came to give me a kiss & I start crayng again. i am really scarred. I woul like to see the flowers next spring. Enjoi time with my husband. We had planed to take all the kids to Mallorca this June. And here i am with 2 brain mets & waiting to see if they can do the gamma knife.Please tell me is ther is hope. Thanks to listen to me bucky

Cogratulations !!!!!for many, many more like this. hugs y prayers bucky

Good luck for bouth of you. Hope everything goes smooth. Prayers on your way hugs bucky

Lot of prayers for Nonni, you will be find hugs bucky

Barb, is so great that you dont think about LC when you wake up We have it, but why it has to stay always with us??? hugs & prayers bucky

Barb, I preffer to be complacent and not to have fear.And I don't think complacent is the correct word. You are fabulos!!!!6 1/2 years!!!! Don't you think is time to start feeling normal? When I had LC the 1st time I ignored completely, I regreted now. I didn't stop to smell the roses, life was the same with the diferece that I was sour Why? the LC, I wasen't a happy camper. Never thought that could came to me again but now with the recurrence, I pay more atention to my 5 dogs, my 3 cats, my 2 fishes.Life in general but I want to feel normal. I want to forget that I have LC. I want to be a regular person. Not to think if my family buy me somthing that I want if because I am going to die. Is just because it was time to have it. I know the cats are demanding, but imaging a grand child living with you. Really demanding but the joy of my life. I just writing a lot . The only thing I wanted to tell you is LIFE GOES ON, and you have to correct the test. Big hug bucky

Rnady is that bug is in your head YOU HAVE TO START IT.I think is a wonderfull idea with a lot of hope, smiles & little sadness. I be more than happy to help you in any matter. hugs bucky

Nina you are right!!! I hope I had the same. CONGRATULATIONS !!!! hugs & prayers bucky

Please do the PET scan, they found my recurrence very early thanks to that. he sooner the better. They are very small, much easier to kill them. Buest of luck, hugs & prayers bucky

Thank you Kasey, I just finish planting more herbs... Ill do it every year, but this year was with a lot of????? And now that I did it I feel so good. hugs & prayers bucky