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I know I shouldn't be butting in here, but come on, is this really something to get that upset about Curtis? With all of the pain and suffering that is happening to so many of our friends here and everything else in the world, this is trivial, petty nonsense. Your energy seems it would be better served in putting it towards something positive instead of pettiness like this.

Fay, I am so angry I can't even see straight right now. I am the same way, I ask questions and want answers and I can see the annoyance in most all of the doctors I have ever come in contact with. You know what, too BAD!! I am sure my file says difficult patient too. Fay, I cannot believe that this has happened to you and that these doctors and this facility let you down. I will do ANYTHING I can to help you in this fight. I think you should go public, very very public and whatever you need me to do to help you, please do not hesitate to ask. I live across the country, I know, but I want to help you. This is outrageous and I am thoroughly disgusted! I am just furious as I know you are. Don't you give up, do not let them get you down! Let me know what I can do, please. Karen

I will pray for Drew. Poor little guy.

What a beautiful picture! I am so very happy to hear that the wedding day was perfect and magical.

I was called "a bull in a china shop", my entire childhood. From one Klutz to another, be CAREFUL!! I'm so sorry you broke your toe and are now in pain. Enjoy the beautiful season. I don't get to enjoy Autumn any longer here in FLA, but when I find out all is clear with my scans, I might be taking a trip to NYC to visit friends and enjoy the foliage. Much love.

Thanks everyone. Bunny, I lived in NYC too for my entire life, up until 3 years ago. I lived on that Island with the Dump, so my concern is great. Also, although I never considered myself a smoker, I guess I was. I started around 12, you know the kid stuff once in a while and continued, socially, up until 5 years ago. I wasn't a heavy smoker, but I did smoke. I had in the past labeled myself as a non-smoker, but in actuality, I am a former smoker. If this makes any sense. This increases my fears, as my father was a non-smoker for the 25 years before his diagnosis. I also am fully aware that no one is exempt from LC, smokers and non-smokers alike. Thanks for your well wishes. Nothing can beat peace of mind, that's for sure.

Thank you all so much for your words of encouragement and prayers. It means so much. This is the most wonderful group of people I have ever "met". It is so very unfortunate that we all had to meet under these circumstances. Nonetheless, I am grateful for each and every one of you. Much love. Karen

Bad drivers and crooked pictures.

Well, I went to see a pulmonologist today because I have had a cough for about 2 months. I had a pulmonary function test done last week, thankfully, all was normal. I have been wanting a CT scan of my chest since 2001 when my Dad was diagnosed with his lung cancer. My request was finally granted today. The pulmonologist saw how worried and how much anxiety it was causing me so he ordered the CT scan. Although, he did advise that if I were his sister sitting there, he would tell me not to have it done. He said sometimes people my age (41) will have a nodule (2mm) or so but it is no cause for concern but, if that is the case, I will have to have CT scan after CT scan, etc. etc. I told him I understand and wanted the test anyway. Then I told him I love him!! Finally! Also, he assured me that if he calls me on Monday and says he saw something, he wanted me to promise not to worry about it too much, that it was common. I guess he could tell I was on the verge of another panic attack. Also, I am going in on Thursday, September 29th for a breast biopsy. A density was seen on my mammogram this year in the right breast that wasn't there last year when the films were compared. The radiologist had me come in for a spot compression and he still saw something. Sent me for an ultrsound, but the ultrsound showed nothing. So the radiologist said to have me come back in 6 months for a repeat mammo. Well, I wasn't having any of that after what I learned with my father's cancer and I told him that I wanted a biopsy now, that I wasn't waiting 6 months. He told me there is no evidence that 6 months makes a difference. I had all to do but to laugh in his face. I just told him I know better. So he is doing a stereotactic biopsy next Thurs. Meanswhile, the breast that bothers me sometimes is the left one. Go figure. I would greatly appreciate any prayers that could be offered for me for clear test results on both the CT scan today and the biopsy next week. Thank you and love to all. Karen

Fay, You are so strong. I am so happy that you are home. Praying for you always.

Don't feel bad, Shellie. I'm jaded too. I don't wish on stars anymore either. I'll never let my 4 year old daughter know that though, why should she be robbed of her childhood magic, you know.

I remember my Dad telling me one day that when he dies to just throw everything away. He was referring to all his CT scans and reports that we were looking through that day. I still have them of course. I don't know what to do with them. Not only that, all of his clothes, shoes everything except what we buried him in is still in his closet and drawers in his bedroom. As time goes on, it gets harder to think about giving them all away. I guess I'll know when.

Gay, What a beautiful post about your loving and sweet husband DeanCarl. He was/is a beautiful person/soul. I wish you peace and comfort as you continue on your journey without your beloved husband. I know he is resting in peace and pain free finally. Much love.

Love you Fay and thinking of you and praying for you. Hang in there girlfriend!

This is indeed very sad news and hard to swallow. My deepest sympathy to her family. Peace dear Beth.

Fay, I am just finding out now that you are in the hospital. I'm not even sure why yet, I'll have to catch up on past postings. I am praying for you, Fay! Keeping you in my thoughts and sending get well vibes.

Becky, The tree was a beautiful gift and that picture of you and David is just lovely. Happy Birthday in Heaven, David.

Peggy and Family, I am so very sorry to hear about Don's passing. There are no words. I will keep you in my prayers.

I always thought my Dad would be around well into his 80's or 90's, instead we lost him much to soon at 65. He took such great care of himself. I always thought he would be the miracle story whose lung cancer miraculously disappeared. I always thought I would find something that could save him or help him live long enough to see his beautiful granddaughter grow up just a little longer so she would have her own memories of him and get to feel his love instead of having to be told about it. I always thought my Dad was the best Daddy in the world and he was and that he would be the best Grandpa that ever lived, and he was. Life is bittersweet without him here.

I would just answer "No." Sometimes, I would add in that he quit 23 years ago, but mostly my response was a simple "no". The silence was usually defeaning after that.

I agree completely. I have been asking any dr. I have been to visit since my father was diagnosed back in 2001 for a CT scan of my lungs and NOT ONE will abide by my wishes. I don't fit the "profile". It infuriates me. I just asked my dr. yesterday again but he sent me for an Xray instead. I told him I have had a cough for a few weeks now. Instead he wrote me a prescription for Nasonex! I want a CT scan. I am 41 years old, almost 42. Can anyone please let me know how I can get one. If I have to pay for it myself I will. Does anyone know the cost and do I need a dr. to write the prescription for it or can I go in and get one on my own. I am terrified and this latest news on Dana Reeve is very distressing. My heart breaks for all with this disease.

Karen, Faith, Becky and Family, I am so saddened to hear about Dave passing. Please accept my deepest sympathy. I know he will be missed terribly by all. I will be praying for your family.

I have, and will continue to pray for David and his family.

Mom's are so special, Fay. I am sorry you lost yours so long ago. She brought a wonderful lady into this world. Here's to your Mom!

I am sorry to hear about your wife's sister and am glad she was able to attend her funeral. At my Dad's wake, he looked exactly how your wife's sister looked, restful and peaceful. He actually looked wonderful and I want to thank you for putting that into words for me the way you did. It makes me realize that this is probably the way my Dad felt too. I know he was ready to go as well. Anyway, this isn't supposed to be about me, but I wanted to thank you nonetheless.