I have similar worries, believe me. Even with a husband who is working, but with 4 kids at home and no extra income..............
Seems like my charges are growing by the day, and we keep getting farther in the hole. Should I take a job, could I DO it?? How and WHEN with all I have around here right now??? Just about when I am at panic mode, I try to repeat to myself the lesson I have learned through all of this. It (my future, my health, my family, my finances) you name it - is not in my control, it's in the good Lords'. ALWAYS I get some kind of answer - today after my finance panic, i got a lead on a job. It may not pan out, but I always feel a lot better and more confident. We're all there with you!! Call on us anytime!!
Terrie